| You... |
[Oct. 7th, 2004|05:18 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  touched | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Tim McGraw-Live Like You Were Dying | ] |
I can't stop thinking about you...
1.What would I be doing now if I have never met you
2.What do you really see in me
3.Why me of all other people
4.How do you really feel
5.How can I show you how much I really care
No matter where life takes us...there will always be a spot in my heart just for you. You are the best thing that has happened to me, I am a really lucky girl. You make me feel so good when Im around you. You help me with my problems, you are there for me when I need someone to talk to, you are everything I could ever ask for!!
Thank you for everything...I love you always and forever!! |
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| Thank you...Today was the best day ever |
[Oct. 6th, 2004|08:17 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  thankful | ] |
I don’t really know what to say to you but…Thank you. I’m not a person who likes surprises, or the time you have to wait to find out what it is, or where your going.
But for some reason you made this time of me waiting go by so fast.
You really are the best thing that ever happened to me…I really mean that. I don’t know what I can ever do to show you how much I really do care about you…and how much the little things that you do for me really make me feel…(Happy)
Now its my turn to do something for you…I don’t know what that will be yet…but you will find out.
You are probably wondering why I am saying all this…but today I got a surprise… I think the best one too. Well Dan took me to the Toledo Zoo… I really felt like a little kid again…if you could only of seen my face when we first walked in and I seen the Polar bears…I had the biggest smile ever…I really felt like crying because of how happy I really was. Now its my turn to do something for him…Time to start planning.
Dan~ Thank you soo much, this was the best thing ever…I don’t even know how to explain. You really are the best thing that has ever happened to me!! Thanks!! I love you!! |
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| thinking... |
[Oct. 4th, 2004|08:35 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  lonely | ] |
I just really cant stop thinking of you...yes I know I will be seeing you tomorrow but that isnt soon enough. Blah...this whole school shit sucks...I cant wait til I'm done than maybe I can move closer to you or something. Anything just to see you somemore!! I love you very much and I always will!!
Love feels no burden,
thinks nothing of trouble,
attempts what is above its strength,
pleads no excuse of impossibility...
It is therefore able to undertake all things,
and it completes many things,
and warrants them to take effect,
where he who does not love would faint and lie down.
Love is watchful and sleeping, slumbereth not.
Though weary, it is not tired;
though pressed, it is not straitened;
though alarmed, it is not confounded |
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| Wow...the good ol' times |
[Oct. 3rd, 2004|09:34 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | crushed | ] |
Today was fun...haha Ashley and I went out to Career Center for a ice cream thing...yumm that is one word to decribe the ice cream. Then we went out for a drive and wow the good ol' times...its fun just driving and acting like dorks.
Lets start talking about you... I miss you soo much words cant even decribe it. This week seems to go by sooo slow. I just want to be laying in your arms right now, or just by you.
Oh...yeah for someone else...thanks you should know who you are. |
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| Sears |
[Oct. 1st, 2004|04:14 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  nervous | ] |
Well...today is my first day of work there and I'm a little nervous but I don't know why...wish me luck!! |
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| Hate...is a strong word but there are alot of things i hate |
[Sep. 30th, 2004|09:45 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  indescribable | ] |
1. You leaving
2. Saying good-bye
3. Not living closer to you
4. School
5. Work
6. Not seeing you when I would like to
7. Not having money
You,you,you that is what my journal is about alot of the times, and alot of it is all good and not bad! When I'm with you it feels just so right, like that is where I'm suposed to be. You make me feel like I'm on top of the world. I really dont care about me when I'm with you all I wanna do is make sure your happy, then I'm happy. But that is the low down... To you thanks, I love you!! |
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| So many things I want to say but how? |
[Sep. 12th, 2004|08:30 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  horny | ] |
How do I tell you how I feel?
How do I tell you that I need you?
How do I show you how much I care, even when your not here.
Love feels so good and it feels so right, why cant you be here tonight?
There is so much more that I want to say but I just dont know how.
To the world you may be one person,
but to one person you may be the world.
- Bill Wilson -
~I love that quote because its so true and it sums up really how I feel about you!
Dan~I just can't say this enough but thank you...you have been there for me in good times and in bad, you are there when I need a sholder to cry or just someone to talk to. You have helped me change who I am for the better,and not the worse. We have had our good days and we have had our bad days but we have made it threw them all, and for that I just want to say thank you. I love you...you mean the world to me and I will do anything for you. |
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| Thinking…About How I Feel Like Shit! |
[Sep. 7th, 2004|08:08 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  frustrated | ] |
Wow…last night was not fun…well the last part at least. Only one person knows why and I want to tell them I’m really sorry. You don’t know how bad I felt.
After you go out of your way for me, than I treat you like I did, it’s not right and I’m sorry. So if you don’t want to talk to me again, I would understand but remember that I will always love you no matter what. |
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| Over and Over Lyrics-Nelly w/ Tim McGraw Good Song |
[Sep. 6th, 2004|05:43 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | loved | ] |
Cause it's all in my head
I think about it
Over and over again
And I can't keep
Picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad
Yeah, cause it's all in my head
I think about it
Over and over again
I replay it
Over and over again
And I can't take it
I can't shake it, no
I can't wait to see you
Wanna see if you still got that
Look in your eye
That one you had for me
Before we said our goodbyes
And it's a shame that we
Gotta spend our time
Being mad about the same things
Over and over again
About the same thing
Over and over again
Oh but I think she's leaving on
And she's leaving here
And I don't know what else to do
(Can't go on not loving you)
Cause it's all in my head
I think about it
Over and over again
And I can't keep
Picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad
Yeah, cause it's all in my head
I think about it
Over and over again
I replay it
Over and over again
And I can't take it
I can't shake it, no
I remember the day you left
I remember the last breath
You took right in front of me
When you said that you would leave
I was too damn stubborn to try to stop you
Or say anything
But I see clearly now
And this choice I made keeps
Playing in my head
Over and over again
It play in my head
Over and over again
Oh but I think she's leaving on
And she's leaving here
And I don't know what else to do
(Can't go on not loving you)
Cause it's all in my head
I think about it
Over and over again
And I can't keep
Picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad
Yeah, cause it's all in my head
I think about it
Over and over again
I replay it
Over and over again
And I can't take it
I can't shake it, no
Now that I realize
That I'm going down
From all this pain you
Put me through
Everytime I close my eyes
I like it down
Oh, I can't go on not loving you
Cause it's all in my head
I think about it
Over and over again
And I can't keep
Picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad
Yeah, cause it's all in my head
I think about it
Over and over again
I replay it
Over and over again
And I can't take it
I can't shake it, no
Cause it's all in my head
I think about it
Over and over again
And I can't keep
Picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad
Yeah, cause it's all in my head
I think about it
Over and over again
I replay it
Over and over again
And I can't take it
I can't shake it, no |
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| My weekend |
[Sep. 5th, 2004|09:52 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  mellow | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Nelly-Over & Over (HAHA HIS NEW CD) | ] |
This was fun...was Sat & Sun was at least. Last night I went out to Dans...wow it was great staying the night at his apt. again its been a while. I love just laying there in his arms, even just being by him I feel so relaxed. We watched a movie last night and then woke up at noon, it felt so good to just sleep in.
Then today when I was there I started acting weird and kept saying nothing was wrong...but there kind of was in a way...I was just thinking how I'm not gonna be seeing him a lot anymore since I'm going to be starting a new job, and since I'm in school also. I know he said we will still see each other but its going to be hard I'm not gonna get to see him as much as I really would like to (ya know)!
Wow...I really like how I am feeling right now, how my feelings are for Dan!! Dan I love you very much I and really would do anything for you,sorry for all the times that I have hurt you!! Im really sorry, I never want to hurt you!!
I love you Dan!!! |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 4th, 2004|07:29 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  dirty | ] |
| [ | music |
| | * I miss Dan * | ] |
| Your Name?: |
Jessica Marie Baker |
| You nick names?: |
Chef,Jess,Fred, |
| Your Age?: |
17 |
| Your hair ?: |
redish/brown |
| Your eye color?: |
Brown |
| What coems to mind? | </td>
| Blue monkey: |
i have one hanging on my bed |
| Rain: |
storms |
| Love: |
Dan |
| Heart: |
Dan |
| Anus: |
ouch ;-) |
| Ice cube: |
cold |
| cup: |
pop |
| FANNY: |
butt |
| Puter: |
computer |
| School: |
sucks |
| What comes to mind (names)? | </td>
| Sarah: |
the name i wanna name my kid |
| Thomas: |
old crush from 1st grade |
| Alicia: |
keys?? |
| Starla: |
hmm |
| Alex: |
dont know |
| Sean: |
a kid in my class |
| Nicole: |
hmm |
| Betheny: |
?? |
| Aaron: |
soon to be homecomming king |
| What do you think about? | </td>
| Love: |
it's a wonderful feeling!! |
| Sex: |
wouldnt u like to know |
| Drugs: |
never |
| Chatrooms: |
stupid |
| love at frist sight: |
ummm, yeah |
| This or That | </td>
| This/That: |
this |
| Pen/Pencil: |
pen |
| Banna/Kangroo: |
kangaroo |
| BlueMonkey/AngryHippo: |
blue monkey |
| Saz/Shaz: |
shaz |
| Shake&Bake/Bacon: |
shake & bake |
| Britney Spears/Homer: |
homer |
| Mom/Dad: |
mom |
| Love/Alone: |
love |
| Randoms | </td>
| Do you believe in the bluemonkey?: |
sure why not |
| Do you think im nuts?: |
could be |
| Are you happy right now?: |
totally |
| How many fingers am i holding up?: |
dunno |
| Do you think frogs can turn into princess?: |
nope |
| Do you like video games?: |
sure |
| Whats your sign hot stuff hehehe?: |
Aries |
| what is this <(^^<): |
a hug |
| Last time you?: |
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| Cried?: |
yesterday |
| Laughed?: |
today |
| Smiled?: |
today |
| Got your heart broken?: |
dont wanna remember |
| Watch tv?: |
yesterday |
| You ate a banana?: |
dunno |
| Touch something googie?: |
hmm....lol.... |
| blinked?: |
just a second ago |
| Kick someone?: |
while ago |
| Did something stupid?: |
today |
| Last person you? | </td>
| Hug?: |
Dan |
| Kiss?: |
Dan |
| Said I love you?: |
Dan |
| wanted to kill?: |
lol |
| laughed with?: |
Dan |
| cried over?: |
Dan |
| talk to on the phone?: |
Dan |
| talk to online?: |
Dan |
| wanted to beat the crap out of?: |
a couple people |
| you hated?: |
none |
| wanted to tell off?: |
? |
| to hurt you?: |
? |
| break your heart?: |
? | |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 1st, 2004|10:13 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | loved | ] |
Jill: So what did you do today
sexysnowbrdgrl22: Dans i hung out with him and his friend today after school
sexysnowbrdgrl22: his friend is really cool
Jill: awwe thats kool:-)
Jill: do u like his friend?;-)
sexysnowbrdgrl22: nope...i really like dan alot and i cant really look at a guy and this oh he is hot...because how much i care about dan
Jill: awwe thats soo adorable:-)
sexysnowbrdgrl22:Thx
Wow I have never felt like this before but it feels really good! |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 29th, 2004|05:41 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  pissed off | ] |
I need to just leave I dont care where I go.... |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 22nd, 2004|10:59 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | sad | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Nelly-My Place | ] |
After reading Laceys journal it got me think...what am I going to do next year? How am I going to pay for college? Where am I going to go? Where will I be working?
I dont want the summer to end...the summer has been one of the best ones yet...uhh...I cryed myself to sleep last, I really dont want school to start...when am I going to have time to see Dan, arr...its going to be hard. I wrote in my journal last night that "I have never felt this way before its weird but I like it" I really care about him, and I would do anything for him.
Im just really lucky that I have friend like I do, and Family that I can just call if I need to talk. WHAT AM I GOING TO DO SOMEONE HELP ME PLEASE!!
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 17th, 2004|03:50 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  cheerful | ] |
Well...I had a job interview yest at the Lib. and then I went today looking for a job and I have a interview at Sears tomorrow!! |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 15th, 2004|09:55 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  drained | ] |
Warp Tour 2004!!!
Well...I just got home, I have been at the warp tour all damn day,and it was fucking awesome!! It was a lil scary since there were all kinds of people there, but I had dan and biz with me. I got like 3 shirts and got one signed by bowling for soup!! I seen alot of peeps that I knew there which was really weird, because I thought I wouldn't seen anyone there. Some bands that I seen were New Found Glory,Yellow Card,Bowling for Soup,Sugarcult. It was fun I really wanna go next year and Im gonna go in the mosh pits (at least I would like to try)!! Oh and I got tons of pictures so If you wanna see some let me know!! :) Thanks Dan & Elizabeth!! |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 13th, 2004|11:10 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | depressed | ] |
I guess its true...If you love someone you will do anything to make that person happy! |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 13th, 2004|11:09 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | depressed | ] |
I guess its true...if you really do love someone you will do anything for them! |
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